We're finally home…. and I've hit the wall. So I just have to give in and allow everything to drift over me until the body tells me it's OK.

I've been, shopping, washing, gardening and now I just need 12 hours to sleep…. and I'll be back in top form. !!!!!

I've spent time with the grandies and our kids… except Jamie, who is on an amazing adventure that I will be able to share with you one day.

On every trip away, the first thing I do when I hit the airport is ring my Mum… so there is now a void. There was a lump in my throat when I realised I couldn't do it this time… or ever really.

I can't even concentrate on emails – so be patient with me… tomorrow.